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Honestly okay

I could really do with a cuddle. Let me preface the rest of this post with the following: I feel absolutely fine. I’m low-level scared quite a lot, but I’m feeling really happy. So why do I need a cuddle? … Continue reading

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“Oh, if only they knew what it means”

– Mork to Mindy, when she says kids everywhere will be saying “Nanoo nanoo”. Depression is not sadness. Depression is not self-pity. Depression is an illness. It affects everyone who suffers from it differently, but many of us feel disconnected … Continue reading

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Tunnel vision

Almost without noticing it, I’ve been gradually focusing in on fewer things, and lo! I’m feeling anxious again. I’m not sure how it happened. I get the feeling that despite promising myself the summer off, I’m still concerned enough about … Continue reading

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Not pretty enough v2.0

I’ve mused on this a lot lately, especially on the beach. At some point recently I’ve gone from accepting myself and believing I’m okay, to feeling quite supervixen-ish. Actually, to feeling pretty damned sexy. It predates the change in dosage, … Continue reading

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“Over me? When were you under me?”

You know how I said I was calm again? Sometimes you feel like you’re through the angst only to be slammed sideways by something else, and you realise that maybe the something else wasn’t a symptom but a whole separate … Continue reading

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Away to me

I miss counselling. I had a session earlier this week as part of the decompression process of leaving work. For those of us who maybe didn’t choose to leave, it’s a bit of support through a traumatic time. For those … Continue reading

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Small things

There’s a brilliant little campaign running on the radio at the moment, from Time To Change. People who have been, or are, depressed talking quietly and matter-of-factly about the little things that make a huge difference to them when they’re … Continue reading

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The Hangover (reboot)

I feel almost sorry for January. Almost, because it’s been hard to feel sympathy for it in the past. It used to be a nightmare – a long, waking, Munch’s-The-Scream, agonising, futility-wracked nightmare – of a month for me. December … Continue reading

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Sorry mate, I didn’t see you

This week I told someone I’m ridiculously keen on that I was done with him until he could treat me with some respect. I realised before Christmas – the day after my birthday, in fact – that I was fed … Continue reading

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Said, but not heard

“Just because something needs to be told, it doesn’t need to be heard.” – Kevin to Robin, How I Met Your Mum I like this idea but I struggle with it sometimes. These days pretty much all my unheard words … Continue reading

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